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Pursue My Inner Life

I do not understand any step or preparing something for other or willing to do important work, there must be a challenge that seemed to undermine my spirit. The heart asked why should this. There is no thought or plan of in this self destructive or injurious to others but why others try to find a weak point of me. This is from the negative thought and feelings. On the other hand, the challenges that come it is always from people who are close to my heart. I do not understand and difficult to udnerstand. Many times I tried to understand right way but never probably even made me helpless soul and physical. I learned to see the process of myself questions answer in time. I prayed and gave myself to let God help the question what I have tought.

I just went and keep going in the usual way, routine every day without trying to change my life. I let my inner experience pleasant feelings and unpleasant, bitter and sweet, dark and light, a misty and bright cheerful. Yet it could happen without to reject or choose a good at the heart. Let it be.