Pursue My Inner Life

I do not understand any step or preparing something for other or willing to do important work, there must be a challenge that seemed to undermine my spirit. The heart asked why should this. There is no thought or plan of in this self destructive or injurious to others but why others try to find a weak point of me. This is from the negative thought and feelings. On the other hand, the challenges that come it is always from people who are close to my heart. I do not understand and difficult to udnerstand. Many times I tried to understand right way but never probably even made me helpless soul and physical. I learned to see the process of myself questions answer in time. I prayed and gave myself to let God help the question what I have tought.

I just went and keep going in the usual way, routine every day without trying to change my life. I let my inner experience pleasant feelings and unpleasant, bitter and sweet, dark and light, a misty and bright cheerful. Yet it could happen without to reject or choose a good at the heart. Let it be.

God's Work Through Nature

Weeping Willow are moving softly and gentlely such a dancing of universe. The water blowing smoodly by the wind while the bird shouting cheerly on the other side of the lake. The sun shine is touching all the leaves and the colors slowly changes become yellow unnoticed it will be brown and falls on the earth. The green grass and the white flowers around the lake such a decoration who someone had made it. The water become a little wave when the wind is getting strong. Some of people are turning down and playing. They might have not touched by the beauty of the nature. They hadn't thought that how lovely that moment.

The grace of God sprinkles down to my heart. HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE.