Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Malam Kenangan Stama 2011



Kalian boleh lihat, kalian boleh simak kami jalin sebuah persaudaraan sederajat. Ketika seorang mengenal jati dirinya dengan baik, maka dia juga menempatkan diri pada tempat yang tepat. Tidak hanya berdiri dan berbicara di depan kelas tetapi boleh unjuk kebahagiaan di atas panggung di depan mata sang anak didik. Ini para pelawak Ibukota yang telah terdidik dengan baik di SMA Santa Maria alias STAMA yang semakin exist dengan keberhasilannya 100% dalam kelulusan periode 2010/2011. Viva Stama!


Sunday, April 3, 2011

Whistle an inner expression

When I walked through the bedroom hallway this morning, I was whistling a song I love for many years ago. I like awake after the song was finished with a whistle that since I entered the city of Yogyakarta my hobby this one just disappeared. I had been looking for and felt something was missing from my soul, that is my way of whistle. Such as getting washed in the Spirit this morning that it would have lost, it there again. When I can whistle it was all my soul floating despair that so far reaching, loosen the tension of nerve whistle. If I could whistle the soul seemed relieved. For some reason, can not explain with words how I felt so uniq and depth that may be felt in my soul.

If my voice is melodious as well as melodic singing then the whistle the listener's ear., but it is strange and rare whistling woman like me who seem rare in the eyes with a culture that still smelled of patrician palace. Is it because of nobility and freedom of a person then it must be emasculated? With my mind full of this freedom I do not agree. Culture precisely gave place to culture of independence to the executor. Is aritocrasy guarantee when people become devastated and mad because they could not feel their soul freely?

Monday, February 21, 2011



Pursue My Inner Life
I do not understand any step or preparing something for other or willing to do important work, there must be a challenge that seemed to undermine my spirit. The heart asked why should this. There is no thought or plan of in this self destructive or injurious to others but why others try to find a weak point of me. This is from the negative thought and feelings. On the other hand, the challenges that come it is always from people who are close to my heart. I do not understand and difficult to udnerstand. Many times I tried to understand right way but never probably even made me helpless soul and physical. I learned to see the process of myself questions answer in time. I prayed and gave myself to let God help the question what I have tought.
I just went and keep going in the usual way, routine every day without trying to change my life. I let my inner experience pleasant feelings and unpleasant, bitter and sweet, dark and light, a misty and bright cheerful. Yet it could happen without to reject or choose a good at the heart. Let it be.

Sunday, February 20, 2011



God's Work Through Nature
Weeping Willow are moving softly and gentlely such a dancing of universe. The water blowing smoodly by the wind while the bird shouting cheerly on the other side of the lake. The sun shine is touching all the leaves and the colors slowly changes become yellow unnoticed it will be brown and falls on the earth. The green grass and the white flowers around the lake such a decoration who someone had made it. The water become a little wave when the wind is getting strong. Some of people are turning down and playing. They might have not touched by the beauty of the nature. They hadn't thought that how lovely that moment.
The grace of God sprinkles down to my heart. HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

whats the best


Living in a dorm is a great opportunity to forge themselves into a mature person passing through the rules accepted but often the younger generation makes its own rules . A companion could only stay at the behavior of dorms residents. If that is the situation, why they chose to live in a dormitory. A big question in my mind. I try to see the reality not from WHAT they make but from WHY theybehave like that.

Monday, January 17, 2011

join my crazy


I am not an artist, not a writer, but only a person who wants to share the grace of God from a faculty life that I have learned. I hope trhough writing this blog, the writing can be a light for anyone who read and ponder. Increasingly in the reader ponder, readers find out who the real outhor.....